Tuesday, September 30, 2014

A Scary Thing Called Love

In exactly a month and a day, it'll be mine and Rupert's three year anniversary, yes it is on Halloween! I can't believe we're hitting that milestone and it's crazy to think that we've been together for that long. When looking up the meaning of love, google describes it as 'a strong feeling of affection'. If I could attempt to describe it, love is a wonderful and awful, brilliant and soul-crushing, painful and exhilarating feeling/experience. It could make you become a better person or leave you a bitter one. My personal problem with committing to someone and saying those three special words are 'am I wasting my time here?'. I'm all about planning ahead and I really hate change, so in my head, I think that I'm investing so much time and the best part of my life on this person, but will it all go to waste? Falling in love and being in love is frightening, you let yourself fall deeper and deeper in love with this person, clinging on to the hope that your heart won't be shattered in to jagged pieces, which you exhaustingly have to somehow piece it together again, whilst convincing yourself to fall out of love with this person. That does not sound appealing at all does it? However, there is that good egg who values your heart above their own and will catch you when you think you're falling. I don't think I've ever found a perfect definition for love yet and I'm not the best person to summarise it either. I am slightly scared about saying those words to someone, because I'm completely opening up to this person, exposing my whole being and everything I stand for and what will happen if I do that and it gets thrown in my face? Trust me.. its happened before sadly. BUT and that's a big but.. being or falling in love can be messy, heart-breaking, tiring but at the same time, the process of it all and the concept is beautiful. Don't be scared of love, embrace it and try not to be afraid of the fall that could happen, otherwise it's not good for you or your love interest. Anyway, I won't get mushy on you on my feelings for Rupert, I don't know if we'll last forever, but it's good now, so here's a picture of us! 


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  1. SO cute! You guys make a lovely couple xx

    bohorush.blogspot.com

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  2. This is such a lovely post! Love is so different to everyone, and your right, it either makes you into a better person or a bitter one!!
    Congrats on your three years :)
    xx

    Abi | abistreetx.blogspot.co.uk

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